Wednesday, April 17, 2013

It's time

It's time. It's time to move on. My heart is still aching and you're still not here but it's time. You're not coming back and after five years it's time I let go. I'm allowed to be upset, I'm allowed to cry sometimes, I'm allowed to miss you and I'm allowed to let my emotions get the better of me. But it's time I stop letting my life revolve around something that happened a number of years ago. It doesn't mean I don't love you and it doesn't mean I don't miss you. It means I'm going to look at everything in a more positive light. No more negativity. Today is my new start, my new beginning.
My heart is broken for you

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

A lot can happen in five years. I finished high school and got a degree at university. I grew up and learnt a lot about myself. I watched friends and family fall apart and lost a few people along the way. I travelled to two countries that I never thought I'd visit in a million years. I fell in love with the person I'm going to marry. And I've gone through all of it without you. In 12 days it'll be five years since you lost your life. Imagine what you would have achieved if you were still here.