You're the most important person in my life. I know I'm messed up right now but you have to stay. You just have to.

Positive thoughts. Positive thoughts. Positive thoughts

Contemplation

One day you'll look back and see
all the times you complained,
the tears you cried over people,
the anger that overtook your body,
the sadness that consumed your eyes
just was not worth it.
You'll realise all the moments you
wasted and took for granted. You'll
think about the people who would have
done anything to still be here today but
they aren't. And what will you do then?

I'm going to marry him. I know without a doubt I am. He is my soul mate, my other half, and my best friend. For the first time in my life, I've found someone so compatible and someone who I want to spend the rest of my life with. He treats me better than anyone ever has. When I'm feeling down or having a bad day he is the only one who can cheer me up. I can tell him anything and I know he's not going to judge me. He's seen me at my absolute worst and been there for the hardest six months of my life and still hasn't left. He is my future, my happy ending, my forever and after.

New beginnings

I've just gone through and deleted all of my posts from 2009, 2010, 2011, 2012 and even this year. It's time for a fresh start. No looking back. My past is my past and that's exactly where I'm leaving it. I can't keep looking back at the hurt I felt and the people who caused it. It's time for a new beginning.