A lot can happen in five years. I finished high school and got a degree at university. I grew up and learnt a lot about myself. I watched friends and family fall apart and lost a few people along the way. I travelled to two countries that I never thought I'd visit in a million years. I fell in love with the person I'm going to marry. And I've gone through all of it without you. In 12 days it'll be five years since you lost your life. Imagine what you would have achieved if you were still here.