It's time. It's time to move on. My heart is still aching and you're still not here but it's time. You're not coming back and after five years it's time I let go. I'm allowed to be upset, I'm allowed to cry sometimes, I'm allowed to miss you and I'm allowed to let my emotions get the better of me. But it's time I stop letting my life revolve around something that happened a number of years ago. It doesn't mean I don't love you and it doesn't mean I don't miss you. It means I'm going to look at everything in a more positive light. No more negativity. Today is my new start, my new beginning.